Farrah Abraham released a sex tape in April of last year, and while she claims to have done so because she feared it would be leaked anyway, not many people believe her. Instead, most are convinced that the former Teen Mom arranged the filming of the tape in a desperate attempt at staying relevant.
Although Farrah would likely never admit that, even if it were true, she is finally admitting that selling the tape has ruined her life.
"It made it hard to have friends and a private life and to trust family, who I feel use me for money," Farrah told In Touch Weekly in an all new interview. "If I went back in time, I would not have done it. The sex tape ruined my life."
Although Farrah may portray herself as some sort of victim of a sex tape scandal, she made the conscious decision to film herself having sex, and a celebrity, she should have known better. Regardless of who sold it, leaked it, or whatever, Farrah was a consenting adult.
"Knowing my sex tape was out there for everyone in the world to see ... was overwhelming," Farrah told the mag. "I wanted to hide my face and not go out or pick up my phone. Therapy helped me understand I can't continue experiencing life [the way I have been], that I'm more special than sex tapes. Hearing others tell me my worth is [all based on] my body ... I'm stronger than that."
Unfortunately, Farrah has went from young mother to porn star in recent years, and a sex tape isn't something she can undo--no matter how much she may want to. And if she thinks times are hard now, wait until her daughter finds out what she's done.
source Gather.com